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Okay for those who would like to know how the rest of day 61 of my juice feast went, imagine this.
Okay for those who would like to know how the rest of day 61 of my juice feast went, imagine this.
Terilynn in the parking lot of Sunflower Farmer's Market crying her heart out while her two youngest children sleep peacefully in the back of the Suzuki.
Melissa returning Terilynn's phone call and talking her off the ledge. Melissa summed it up beautifully. If you are trying to figure out the source of the unexplained turmoil than you are holding on to it. Terilynn doesn't want to hold on to this crap. That's why she's juice feasting.
Why in the world am I discussing my despair in the third person? Because it feels (my gracious, THAT word again) as if it didn't happen. At least not to me. It's surreal, just as quickly as those emotions surfaced, they dissipated.
I never imagined that when I went on this juice feasting adventure that I would have to deal with emotional detoxing more than physical. It's some scary sh**.
WHAT I CONSUMED TODAY:
1 quart lemon water with MSM
2 quarts kale/celery/bell pepper/carrot/cayenne
1 quarts grapefruit/orange/MSM/Alfafa powder
Melissa returning Terilynn's phone call and talking her off the ledge. Melissa summed it up beautifully. If you are trying to figure out the source of the unexplained turmoil than you are holding on to it. Terilynn doesn't want to hold on to this crap. That's why she's juice feasting.
Why in the world am I discussing my despair in the third person? Because it feels (my gracious, THAT word again) as if it didn't happen. At least not to me. It's surreal, just as quickly as those emotions surfaced, they dissipated.
I never imagined that when I went on this juice feasting adventure that I would have to deal with emotional detoxing more than physical. It's some scary sh**.
WHAT I CONSUMED TODAY:
1 quart lemon water with MSM
2 quarts kale/celery/bell pepper/carrot/cayenne
1 quarts grapefruit/orange/MSM/Alfafa powder
1 quart water
16 oz tea with Breakstone tea
16 oz tea with Breakstone tea
4 comments:
Wow, thats incredible to hear, Terilynn! What a journey this juice adventure is - its so inspiring to see it you going through some serious emotional cleansing at Day 61. Thankyou equally for sharing it and motivating me through my own. Juicily, Poppy
I have gone through this crazy, swingin' ride several times since eating clean...emotions are just so much more accessible when not buried under layers of toxic food medication. One thing that has really helped me is to think of what Ecart Tolle calls the "pain body" We all have it. It is strong, and it doesn't like to be ignored, and when it feels threatened by something like non-causal joy, bliss, self-love, pouring over of the heart love cup, it rises up nice and strong and says "please don't forget me!" At least that is how it has been for me, at the times I feel the strongest, happiest, then it arrives with the most strength. And yes, it is confusing. Check out some good words from Ecart if you haven't yet, and love the strength of your pain body because it is just letting you now that your love body is getting stronger and stronger every day...it is only giving you what it knows you can now transform.
Loving who you are,
Katrina
Pls secuse my splelling mistakes, dear Eckart with a K baby! And a few other ones thrown in there for good measure!
Bless,
Katrina
Katrina,
LOL!
Terilynn
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